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What ? Rotheram began, and stopped, silenced by the sound of his own cry in
the still house as much as by Hawkinss steely jocularity.
Gripping the receiver, Rotheram told him stiffly that he understood, and he did,
although dully, as if his head were still ringing from the blow. The CO had been
flattering him with this mission, he realized; more than that, it was a
consolation prize. The decision had already been made, but not by Rotheram. Hess
would be going to the trial, but Rotheram wouldnt. The closest hed come to
Germany, any time soon, was the image on the screen.
You will be missed, Hawkins said. He was the one whispering now. Its just
that there s a sense that Jews ought not to be a big part of the process. To
keep everything aboveboard, so to speak. To avoid its looking like revenge.
Cant stick a thumb on the scales of justice and all that. And really, that
stunt at Dover. He laughed ruefully. Thats what you get for playing silly
buggers.
Rotheram was silent and the CO filled the pause by asking, By the way, how is
Rudi, the old bastard?
Probably as sane as you or I, Rotheram said, and Hawkins laughed again.
Well, thats not saying much, dear boy. Thats not saying very much at all.
Rotheram held the receiver long after it had gone dead, reassured by the
weight in his hand, until he heard a floorboard creak overhead, and finally set
it gently back in its cradle. He wondered who else might be awake, whom he might
have woken. Hesss room was on the second floor, and suddenly he hoped the Nazi
might appear, escaping, any excuse for Rotheram to take him by the throat. On
the landing, he peered down the corridor. There was Hesss guard, the corporal
whod served them Scotch, slumped in his chair, giving off a series of soft,
flaring snores. Rotheram only meant to wake him, but as he stood before the
guard, it seemed as easy to step over his outstretched legs and lay an ear to
the door.
Nothing. Rotheram wondered if he was listening to an empty room, if Hess had
already fled (but no, the key was still in the lock) or thrown himself from his
window (surely it was barred).
Still nothing, except Rotherams own pulse, like a wingbeat in his ears. Perhaps
all he d heard before was a particularly stentorian snore from the corporal.
And yet he couldnt quite shake the conviction that the room was empty not as
if Hess had left it, precisely, but as if he d never been there. Rotheram must
have leaned closer, shifted his weight, for the floor beneath him gave a dry
groan. He stifled his breath, counted the seconds.
Nothing stirred, and yet the silence seemed subtly altered now, the silence of
another listener, as if Hess were behind the door or under the covers or
crouched in a corner listening to him, Rotheram, wondering about his intentions.
Rotheram felt his legs start to tremble, as if a chill had risen from the cold
floor through his bare feet, and he stepped away. He was halfway to the stairs
before he thought to turn back and aim a kick at the sleeping corporal.
Copyright © 2007 by Peter Ho Davies. Reprinted by permission of Houghton Mifflin Company.
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