Excerpt from The Forest of Vanishing Stars by Kristin Harmel, plus links to reviews, author biography & more

Life and death. Death and life. Two things that mattered little, for in the end, souls outlived the body and became one with an infinite God. But Yona didn't understand that, not yet. She didn't yet know that she had been born for the sake of repairing the world, for the sake of tikkun olam, and that each mitzvah she was called to perform would lift up divine sparks of light.


If only the forest alone could sustain them, but as the girl grew, she needed clothing, milk to strengthen her bones, shoes so her feet weren't shredded by the forest floor in the summer or frozen to ice in the winter. When Yona was young, Jerusza sometimes left her alone in the woods for a day and a night, scaring her into staying put with tales of werewolves that ate little girls, while she ventured alone into nearby towns to take the things they needed. But as the girl began to ask more questions, there was no choice but to begin taking her along, to show her the perils of the outside world, to remind her that no one could be trusted.

It was a cold winter's night in 1931, snow drifting down from a black sky, when Jerusza pulled the wide-eyed child into a town called Grajewo in northeastern Poland. And though Jerusza had explicitly told her to remain silent, Yona couldn't seem to keep her words in. As they crept through the darkness toward a farmhouse, the girl peppered her with questions: What is that roof made of? Why do the horses sleep in a barn and not in a field? How did they make these roads? What is that on the flag?

Finally, Jerusza whirled on her. "Enough, child! There is nothing here for you, nothing but despair and danger! Yearning for a life you don't understand is like staring at the sun; your foolishness will destroy you."

Yona was startled into silence for a time, but after Jerusza had slipped through the back door of the house and reemerged carrying a pair of boots, trousers, and a wool coat that would see Yona through at least a few winters, Yona refused to follow when Jerusza beckoned.

"What is it now?" Jerusza demanded, irritated.

"What are they doing?" Yona pointed through the window of the farmhouse, to where the family was gathered around a table. It was the first night of Hanukkah, and this family was Jewish; it was why Jerusza had chosen this house, for she knew they would be occupied while she took their things. Now the father of the family stood, his face illuminated by the candle burning on the family's menorah, and though his voice was inaudible, it was clear he was singing, his eyes closed. Jerusza didn't like Yona's ex- pression as she watched; it was one of longing and enchantment, and those types of feelings led only to ill-conceived ideas of flight.

"The practice of dullards," she said finally. "Nothing there for you. Come now."

Yona still wouldn't budge. "But they look happy. They are celebrating Hanukkah?"

Of course the girl already knew they were. Jerusza carved a menorah each year from wood, simply because her mother had commanded it years before. Hanukkah wasn't among the most important Jewish holidays, but it celebrated survival, and that was something anyone who lived in the woods could respect. Still, the girl was being foolish. Jerusza narrowed her eyes. "They are repeating words that have likely lost all meaning for them, Yona. Repetition is for people who don't want to think for themselves, people who have no imagination. How can you find God in moments that have become rote?"

Neither of them said anything for a moment as they continued to watch the family. "But what if in the repetition they find comfort?" Yona eventually asked, her voice small. "What if they find magic?"

"How on earth would repetition be magic?" They still needed to procure a few jugs of milk from the barn, and Jerusza was losing patience.

"Well, God makes the same trees come alive each year, doesn't he?" Yona said slowly. "He makes the same seasons come and go, the same f lowers bloom, the same birds call. And there's magic in that, isn't there?"

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