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It was a terrible thing to be glad that whole cities had died. It must be true, thought the fairy bleakly. I must not have a soul, to be relieved even a little. And she cried even more, until the ground was black with tears.
The weeds were trampled down again, in time, and the traffic became more normal. The style of clothing changed and changed again, and the Traveling Folk came again in their wagons, and still no one ventured into the brambles for a long, long time.
* * *
It was many years later that a knight came up to the edge of the hedge and stood there, gazing inward. The fairy was broadly aware when people came too near the hedge, with a sensation like a mosquito on her skin. This one stung and she crept toward it, first toad-shaped, then woman-shaped, seeking the source.
She found a campfire, and the knight camped beside it. It was not yet full dark, and he stood with his back to the flame, looking at the brambles.
The fairy did not like that look. It had too much behind it. He was actually looking at the thorn hedge and thinking about it, and that might lead to questions about what was on the other side.
Go away, she thought. Go away. Quit looking. They can't be telling stories, not now. It's been so long …
Eventually he turned back to the fire. The fairy crept closer.
By the make of his equipment, he was a … Saracen? Was that the word? She could not quite remember. But she recognized a knight well enough, whatever his faith.
He was not terribly tall, and his armor was clean but well-worn. His horse had good bones, but the tack was nearly scraped through with cleanliness. The curved sword by his side had empty sockets instead of gems.
It all spoke of genteel poverty, a state that she had come to associate with younger sons of nobility. The firelight fell kindly but did nothing to dispel the shadows under his eyes, and a well-trimmed beard could not quite hide the hollowness of his cheekbones. Even so, he was probably vastly wealthy compared to her. Toads had little use for coin, which was just as well, because she didn't have any. Even in the days when she had lived within the keep with other people, no one would have thought to pay a fairy.
On the other hand, she could eat worms and beetles and sleep under a stone, which humans could not, so perhaps it balanced out.
He'll leave tomorrow morning, she told herself. He's searching for a place to camp that won't cost any money—that's all.
She wrapped her arms around herself. That's all—
His head lifted, and for a moment, he was gazing directly at her hiding place.
Her first instinct was to go to toad shape, but that would have meant another motion, even a small one, as she dropped to the earth. Instead, she stayed absolutely still, unmoving, not even drawing breath.
The fire crackled. He looked away.
She exhaled, very slowly, through her mouth. When his back is turned, toad shape, she told herself. And then away. I don't need to see any more. He'll be gone in the morning.
Eventually he turned to care for his horse, and she dropped to the leaves. The hard, warty toad skin enveloped her, and she hopped slowly away.
* * *
He was not gone in the morning.
She was up at dawn, fretting, waiting for him to move on, and he had the unmitigated gall to sleep in.
"You're a knight," she grumbled. "Aren't you supposed to be off jousting or toppling citadels for some noble purpose or something?"
Apparently, he was getting a late start on the citadel. The morning was half-over before he rose, and it was nearly noon before he had finished mending a stray bit of bridle and finally saddled his horse.
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