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Bryson felt eerily detached from himself, the way he sometimes did in the fieldfloating above the scene, observing everything with a cool and calculating eye. He often thought he might be killed in the field: that was an eventuality he could plan for, take into account. But he had never thought he would be fired. And that it was a beloved mentor who was firing him made it worsemade it personal.
"All part of the retirement plan," Waller continued. "Idle hands are the devils workshop, as they say. Something weve learned from hard
experience. Give a field agent a lump sum and nothing to do, and hell get himself into trouble, as night follows day. You need a project. Something real. And youre a natural teacherone of the reasons you were so good in the field."
Bryson said nothing, trying to dispel a wrenching memory of an operation in a small Latin American province, the memory of looking at a face in the crosshairs of a sniper-scope. The face belonged to one of his "students"a kid named Pablo, a nineteen-year-old Amerindian hed trained in the art of defusing, and deploying, high explosives. A tough but decent kid. His parents were peasants in a hillside village that had just been overtaken by Maoist insurrectionists: if word got out that Pablo was working with their enemies, the guerrillas would kill his parents, and most likely in cruel and inventive waysthat was their signature. The kid wavered, struggled with his loyalties, and decided he had no choice but to cross over: to save his parents, hed tell the guerrillas all he knew about their adversaries, the names of others who had cooperated with the forces of order. He was a tough kid, a decent kid, caught in a situation where there was no right answer. Bryson peered at Pablos face through the scopethe face of a stricken, miserable, frightened young manand only looked away after he squeezed the trigger.
Wallers gaze was steady. "Your name is Jonas Barrett. An independent scholar, the author of half a dozen highly respected articles in peer-
reviewed journals. Four of them in the Journal of Byzantine Studies. Team effortsgave our near-eastern experts something to do in their down time. We do know a thing or two about how to build a civilian legend." Waller handed him a folder. It was canary yellow, which signified that the card stock was interlaced with magnetic strips and could not be removed from the premises. It contained a legenda fictive biography. His biography.
He skimmed the densely printed pages: they detailed the life of a reclusive scholar whose linguistic capacities matched his, whose expertise could be quickly mastered. The lineaments of his biography were easily assimilatedmost of them, that was. Jonas Barrett was unmarried. Jonas Barrett never knew Elena. Jonas Barrett was not in love with Elena. Jonas Barrett did not ache, even now, for Elenas return. Jonas Barrett was a fiction: for Nick to make him real meant accepting the loss of Elena.
"The appointment went through a few days ago. Woodbridge is expecting their new adjunct lecturer to arrive in September. And, if I may say so,theyre lucky to have him."
"I have any choice in the matter?"
"Oh, we could have found you a position at any of a dozen multinational consulting firms. Or perhaps one of the behemoth petroleum or engineering companies. But this one is right for you. Youve always had a mind that could handle abstractions as easily as facts. I used to worry it would be a handicap, but it turned out to be one of your greatest strengths."
"And if I dont want to retire? What if I dont want to go gently into that good night?" For some reason, he flashed back on the blur of steel, the sinewy arm plunging the blade toward him....
"Dont, Nick," Waller said, his expression opaque.
Copyright Robert Ludlum 2000. All rights reserved.
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