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A young woman's madcap search for her missing ex-boyfriend takes her into the sexual underground in Brittany Newell's savage, tender Soft Core.
Ruth is lost. She's living in a drafty Victorian with her ex-boyfriend Dino, a ketamine dealer with a lingerie habit, overdosing on television and regretting her master's degree. When she starts dancing at a strip club, she becomes Baby Blue, seductress of crypto bros, outcasts, and old lovers alike. Plunged into this swirling underworld of beautiful women, fast cash, ungodly hours, and strangers' secrets, Baby's grip on reality begins to loosen. She is sure she can handle it―until one autumn morning when Dino disappears without a trace.
Thus begins a nocturnal quest for the one she still loves―through the misty hills of San Francisco; in dive bars and bus depots; at the BDSM dungeon where she takes a part-time gig. Along the way, she meets Simon, a recluse who pays her for increasingly bizarre favors; a philosophizing suicide fetishist named Nobody; and Emeline, the beautiful and balletic new hire who reminds Baby of someone ...
A brutally funny, propulsive story of power, fantasy, love, and loss, Brittany Newell's Soft Core is an ode to the heartbroken and unhinged, to those whose appetites lead them astray. It is a hallucinogenic romp about a girl coming undone, whose longing for friendship, romance, and revenge will take her over the edge and back again.
1.
I had been stripping for three weeks before I met Simon. A lot had happened in those three weeks: I changed my stage name (from Daisy to Baby), lost a hundred-dollar bill in the bathroom, developed ketchup-hued bruises on my ass cheeks and thighs, got locked out of the Victorian I shared with my ex-boyfriend, Dino.
Ruth! Dino shouted, coming to the door. Is that you?
No, I shouted back, it's Baby. My arms hurt from carrying my three pairs of shoes.
I don't know a Baby, he sighed, but I could hear him fiddling with the locks. Finally, he let me in and I collapsed on the couch, his dogs swirling around us. Dino eyed me. Good night or bad?
I dropped my bag to the floor and money spilled out, along with balled-up burger wrappers and wrecked lipsticks. It's relative, I said, burrowing into the couch.
Dino was on his way out. He was a ketamine dealer who worked even weirder hours than me. We'd broken up at the start of the summer and now it was fall. You smell like a Vegas casino, he said. Try to get some sleep, love.
He wasn't wrong: ever since I'd started dancing, I couldn't shake the smell of the club from my hair. The other girls didn't seem to have this problem, they drifted around in clouds of patchouli and Victoria's Secret Love Spell, edged with tequila and jojoba oil. I, on the other hand, reeked of cigarettes, hotel sheets, cramped male sweat. I smelled like an airport bar, the tang of the lonely with hours to kill. I smelled like someone's deadbeat dad.
The only thing that half masked the smell of the club was the smell of the french fries I ate in my car. Dancing made me ravenous; no one had warned me about that. They'd warned me about shitty dudes who try not to pay and the inconvenience of getting your period onstage, but not the radical, tectonic hunger I felt when the club closed at 3:00 a.m. Once I'd cashed out, I'd head straight to McDonald's. I paid all in ones and winked at the fidgety senior working the drive-thru. It would take me an hour or more to stop flirting with everyone, to stop being Baby and return to Just Me, Ruth in her clogs and thick socks. Ruth didn't flirt. Ruth was a chick with bad dreams and blisters, requesting extra pickles with her Happy Meal, regretting her master's degree.
I would eat until my tummy hurt, then drive straight home, urgent as a man whose wife was giving birth. That's how I thought of myself, swerving past cars as the sky turned grapefruit: I gotta be there! Get outta my way! Though what I was so eager to return to is difficult to say. My life at that point, twenty-seven, semi-single, was hazy and bland. It felt loose, like favorite panties with the elastic stretched out. It was somehow both chaotic and boring, full of glitter and TV. I was either in a rush or staring at the ceiling, thinking of boys I used to kiss. Did they still remember me?
* * *
The night I met Simon was a slow one. There were eleven girls on; Nikki and Gemini were the only dancers to break $300, while the rest of us wiggled to Drake for fistfuls of ones. My sole dance that night had been with a coked-up ex-Mormon who confessed in a whisper to being bisexual.
Have you ever been with a man? I asked, playing with my hair.
He looked alarmed. Of course not!
Making my rounds in the club, I resisted the urge to dislodge my wedgie. At work I often felt like a fish in a giant aquarium, floating from the stage to the bar and back again. The room was shaped like a horseshoe, with the stage at its center. I paced in my clear plastic Pleasers and a Barbie-pink bikini cut high in the hips. I wore the top upside down to bolster the illusion of breasts on my frame. Cute, I'd been called. Approachable. Sporty. I looked like an exclamation point and I tried to make that work for me. My breasts were the size of Hostess ...
Excerpted from Soft Core by Brittany Newell. Copyright © 2025 by Brittany Newell. Excerpted by permission of Farrar, Straus & Giroux. All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.
It turns out employers aren't exactly clamoring to hire humanities grads with little professional experience. So after finishing her master's degree, Ruth pivots to a career in a decidedly less academic field: stripping. Despite the occasional creepy client, she doesn't mind the work. What she loves, however, is her cozy home life. She shares a house in San Francisco with Dino, her ex-boyfriend turned best friend, and his three goofy dogs. That is, until Dino disappears, leaving Ruth feeling unmoored. Dino is a drug dealer, so Ruth doesn't want to call the police and risk getting him in trouble. But as weeks go by and he's still gone, her worries begin to spiral. She becomes paranoid, thinking other men she sees around the city are him and wondering why he left her. Meanwhile, Ruth's own life is growing increasingly out of control. An intensely emotional email correspondence with a suicide fetishist starts consuming her free time, her clients' requests are getting weirder, and someone has started leaving her mysterious, possibly threatening, notes at work.
Savvy and scrappy, Ruth has been looking after herself since childhood. Her father died when she was young, leaving her mother largely out of commission with severe depression. Since then, Ruth has had to build her own life from scratch, able to trust only herself until Dino comes into the picture. Her initial entry into the world of sex work is through paid dates with Charlie, an older, married man, while she's still in grad school. As Ruth gets glimpses into Charlie's world, staying at his home when his wife and daughter are gone, she grows envious. Perhaps surprisingly, Charlie's wife is not the object of her jealousy. Rather, Ruth covets the life of Charlie's daughter, a few years her junior. Unlike Ruth, Charlie's daughter Sophia has had her every need tended to well into adulthood. Sophia doesn't need to rely on her sexuality or appeal to men's egos to get the trappings of wealth. She gets to be herself and pursue her own goals and interests regardless of their profitability. Though they haven't met, Ruth can sense that Sophia has the innate confidence that comes from growing up both rich and deeply loved. When Charlie runs into Ruth at the strip club years later, she asks how his daughter is, snidely joking that she can help her get a job.
Socioeconomic class is one of the novel's major themes. Between the strip club and a side gig as a dominatrix, Ruth earns more money than she knows what to do with. In one scene, she dresses up to go shopping and visit a cafe, and muses that to passersby she must look like just another rich girl, and yet she knows she will never belong to that world. Another character crosses class lines in the opposite direction. Emeline, a new dancer at the strip club, has the look and bearing of someone born into money. She rejects the garish colors and overt sexuality of the other dancers' outfits, wearing expensive-looking lingerie in neutral shades. Her coworkers don't trust her, speculating as to why she might be there. Is she an undercover journalist? Did she lose a bet? Or does she simply want the attention of eyes on her, validating her self-image? We learn her story later in the book, but it's clear from the beginning that something about her is different, and many of the dancers find it threatening.
One of the book's most interesting characters is Dino, who defies easy categorization. A decade older than Ruth, he's a drug dealer, yet he's not the stereotypical "bad boy." Dino genuinely cares for Ruth's well-being, letting her live in his home rent-free long after their romantic and sexual relationship ends. He also freely embraces his feminine side. He wears luxurious lingerie around the house, and when he helps Ruth choose her outfits for the strip club, it's with the critical eye of a fashion expert rather than an objectifying male gaze. His three dogs are named after '90s supermodels, and he absolutely spoils them. More than any of the other characters, Dino is at ease with himself and his place in the world. He doesn't seek the approval of others, because neither his income nor his self-esteem relies on it.
This book casts sex work in a refreshingly realistic and humanizing light. It's not a morality tale. Ruth and her coworkers are not victims in need of rescue, but that doesn't mean they entirely love their jobs. Sex work is depicted as a job like any other, and sex workers as complex human beings with a variety of motivations.
Soft Core is sharply witty at some points and quietly heartbreaking at others. Ruth is a likeable character made all the more relatable by her flaws, and by the end of the story she feels like an old friend. Fans of literary fiction will not want to miss this one!
Reviewed by Jillian Bell
In the novel Soft Core, protagonist Ruth works at a San Francisco club as a stripper, a profession with a long history in the United States. The first striptease acts in America were part of vaudeville shows at carnivals and burlesque theatres around the turn of the twentieth century. One early "disrobing act" by a trapeze performer was famously captured on film in 1901. The road to stripping's current place in U.S. culture has been a long and bumpy one. Here are some of the milestones along the way:
1925: Minsky's Burlesque, a club in New York City that had become famous for its striptease performances, is raided by police. Minsky's was known as the first burlesque club to feature a runway, allowing performers to get closer to the audience. At the time, clubs were legally allowed to feature topless women posed in motionless "tableaus." Minsky's was raided because, unlike the law-abiding clubs, its topless performers moved.
1931: This year marks the first recorded use of the term "striptease," according to the Merriam-Webster Dictionary.
1964: Carol Doda, believed to be the first topless go-go dancer, debuts her risqué act at San Francisco's Condor Night Club. Within months, scores of clubs in the city would feature topless dancers. Doda became a local legend, with her silicone-enhanced breasts at one point insured by Lloyd's of London for $1.5 million (more than $15 million in 2024 dollars).
1969: The Condor Night Club goes "bottomless," launching a trend of fully nude dance performances.
1972: As quickly as it came into fashion, bottomless dancing becomes illegal in California.
1980: San Francisco's Mitchell Brothers O'Farrell Theatre, a pornographic movie theatre turned strip club, popularizes lap dancing. While the exact origins of the practice are disputed (some say lap dancing made its debut in New York, others in Montreal), this is the club believed to have really kickstarted the trend. Previously, performers hadn't touched the clientele. Dancers start earning much higher tips but face greater risk of sexual assault.
1991: Scores launches in New York City, spearheading a trend of high-end "gentlemen's clubs" that seek to counter strip clubs' seedy reputation.
1997: The Lusty Lady club in San Francisco becomes the first in the country to fully unionize, eventually becoming a worker-owned cooperative in 2003.
While still controversial and reviled by some, roughly a century after their debut, strip clubs have cemented their place in American culture.
Plaque outside the Condor Club in San Francisco, courtesy of Frank Steele, CC BY-SA 2.0
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