: Following Mother Teresa in Search of Love, Service, and an Authentic Life
(3/10/2013)
Couldn't put it down. At more than 500 pages, Johnson's "...Thirst" first struck me as one I'd taste here and there and toss aside; I read every word. While it is a memoir of a young girl's 20 years in religious life, it is more importantly a book about the essence of humanity and the power - perhaps the egos - of those who strive to control, even suppress it. Though, of course, the reader is dependent on the author's own impressions and interpretations, it is somehow refreshing to meet a Mother Teresa and suspect that she, too, is human. It is the "dark night of the soul", so prevalent in the lives of the beatified, but told here as it battered a modern young girl struggling to find her God in an obedience which demanded repression of her emotions, her honest expectations, her god-given gifts. As I read of her deprivation of conscience, of judgement, of human love, I wondered if the real question is why it took her 20 years to reclaim her humanity. While we won't all be happy with the path she finally took, I, for one, wish her well on her search.