(12/20/2014)
"Irritable Hearts" is a nonfiction autobiographical book by the award-winning journalist Mac McClelland. It describes the author's harrowing, two-year-long struggle with PTSD following a frightening experience that occurred when she was on assignment in Haiti. The first part of the book is rather rough going, for the following reasons: 1.) McClelland declines to describe the experience that set off her PTSD, providing only oblique and confusing hints, 2.) Her account of her visit to Haiti is one-dimensional and disturbingly negative, 3.) McClelland's "love at first sight" encounter with a young Frenchman seems improbable, and 4.) Early in her struggle with PTSD, McClelland was surprised to discover that she could ease some of her symptoms by engaging in violent sex. However, after the first few chapters, I actually came to like this book quite a lot. It evolves into a frank, honest, and affecting account of McClelland's journey toward wellness with the help of a somatic therapist and the support of her partner. The author provides information about the range and variability of the symptoms of PTSD, reveals how common it is among people who have been abused, and discusses the effects of the disorder on family members. There's a good balance between the carefully-researched information that she presents and the intimacy of a very personal story. I had known almost nothing about PTSD before I read this book, and I am grateful to the author for opening my eyes though this account of her dark but ultimately inspiring journey.