: Freight Trains, Forgiveness, and Freedom on the Rails in the American West
(8/17/2021)
I'm not a fan of memoirs as a generality; however the book's title, sub-title & beautiful art work on jacket encouraged me to request this book. As I started reading the book I became intrigued - then the summer house guests arrived & I set it aside. This isn't a book to read piece meal; it deserves better than that. House guests cleared out - book back in hand I read it in two days. It's a very readable book.
I liked the writing style of alternating childhood vs current times. The way she weaved her early abusive years with the more adventurous times made the story more bearable. Jennifer's (Jenni, AKA Carrot) neglect, abuse, abandonment...& much more were disturbing to put it mildly. I cannot imagine how children survive the situations the author describes much less become functioning adults.
And yes, I believe Carrot did find her way through this maze of trauma. Although I don't think she has totally cleared out her ghosts she's made an enjoyable life for herself & became a published author.
I liked the descriptive writing - I have a glimmer of knowledge on several aspects of life I had no info on - rail riding, dumpster diving, abandonment, mental-illness, sleeping under a tarp in the rain, falling through the cracks of social services & the good nature/support of many people who help her find her way to overcome her extreme horrible upbringing.
My disappointment with the book is I never felt fully engaged with the author. I got a sense of her loneliness, isolation, grief, abuse, property...vulnerability, courage, resilience, but I was never drawn into the book emotionally.
I would recommend this book to others.