(7/11/2023)
This book had me hooked from page one. If you have ever felt like you have given something up to motherhood, then this book is for you. The main character is so intent on becoming a mother, that she is willing to give it all up; from her sky-rocketing career as an actress (after many years in the trade) to her sanity. At one point she ponders over her reasons for wanting to become a mother.
As a mother myself, I have faced similar choices between family and career, and motherhood and womanhood, that made the premise of this book appealing to me. I also have a very close relative who had to go through several rounds of IVF and I have witnessed firsthand how tough on bodies and psyches that process can be. With that in mind, this book is not for the faint of heart, and on more than one occasion I found myself feeling anxious while reading it. There were some supernatural elements that I could have done without; IVF, pregnancy, and motherhood can be scary and overwhelming enough. Personally, the ending was not what I would have liked it to be, although there is a nice spotlight on the power of women supporting one another.
Readers who enjoyed Nightbitch, The Push, and Mrs. March will likely enjoy this novel as well.