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A Novel
by Michelle HartA novel about a young woman's life-altering affair with a much older, married woman.
Mallory is a freshman in college, reeling from her mother's recent death, when she encounters the woman. She sees her for the first time at the university's gym, immediately entranced. Soon, they meet, drawn by an electric tension and shared past wounds; before long, they begin sleeping together in secret. Self-possessed, successful, brilliant, and aloof—the woman is everything Mallory wants…and wants to be. Desiring not only the woman but also the idea of who she is when they're together, Mallory retreats from the rest of the world, solidifying a sense of aloneness that has both haunted and soothed her since childhood and will continue to do so for years even after the affair ends. As an adult, Mallory must decide whether to stay safely in isolation or step fully into the world, to confront what the woman meant to her and how their relationship shaped her, for better or worse.
Mallory's life is transformed by loss and by love and by discovering who she is while enduring both. In this enthralling debut novel, the complexities of influence, obsession, and admiration reveal how desire and its consequences can alter the trajectory of someone's life.
When Mallory was in college, she had an affair with a
woman twice her age. When the woman was seventeen,
she herself had had an affair with a man in his forties. Mallory
admired the woman so much that, for many years, any similarity
between them flattered her.
Mallory had run on the treadmill behind the woman at the
university's gym for weeks before they actually met. It was September
of her freshman year. Mallory, whose mother had died
months before, had become haunted by the prospect of poor
health. Also, she was a first-year student and worried about letting
something free, like a gym membership, go to waste.
The school's main gym was in the midst of renovations; a
crude, makeshift workout area now occupied one half of the
intramural basketball court. This was separated from the other
half by a large mesh curtain. The treadmills and weight-lifting
equipment were laid atop a foundation of cardboard flooring so
as not to scuff the hardwood underneath....
The story is somewhat heavy-handed with its persistent symbolism surrounding the concepts of light and dark as representations of openness and secrecy, but fascinating in its dissection of isolation. Mallory's attraction to women isolates her because she doesn't know how to name it. The sense of aimlessness she feels as a first-year college student isolates her because, while no doubt a common phenomenon, it is still not an easily decipherable experience. She goes to the woman looking for answers because the things she wants to know — about death, about queerness, about building a life and an identity and a future — are not accessible in broad daylight...continued
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(Reviewed by Elisabeth Cook).
In We Do What We Do in the Dark by Michelle Hart, the main character, Mallory, visits the House of the Seven Gables, a historic landmark in the town of Salem, Massachusetts that inspired a novel by Nathaniel Hawthorne. She does so following a conversation with a character known only as "the woman," with whom she had an affair years earlier, when she was a college student and the woman was married. Mallory mentions Hawthorne's The Scarlet Letter, a book she has gained a newfound fondness for since her affair with the woman, due to its theme of adultery; the woman recommends that Mallory read The House of the Seven Gables, and mentions that the actual house is located in Salem, where the two of them are staying at the time.
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